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Sunday, March 20th, 2005
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9:16 pm - New Lj
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2:20 pm - ...
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I was almost done with my essay and then word fucking froze up on me. I tried to get it back but it just lost the whole fucking thing.
Then I got a call in the morning from my dad WAKING me up saying I have ONE WEEK to get my grades up. Not 2 anymore, a FUCKING WEEK. Not the best thing to wake up to.
This is fucking bullshit.
current mood:  pissed off
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Give me a Moment
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| Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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7:16 pm - sweet.
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Making a new journal.
Just you wait and see-- MWA HAHA.
Bold the ones youve been to. Italic the ones you lived in.
Alabama
Alaska
Arizona
Arkansas
California
Colorado
Connecticut
Delaware
Florida
Georgia
Hawaii
Idaho
Illinois
Indiana
Iowa
Kansas
Kentucky
Louisiana
Maine
Maryland
Massachusetts
Michigan
Minnesota
Mississippi
Missouri
Montana
Nebraska
Nevada
New Hampshire
New Jersey
New Mexico
New York
North Carolina
North Dakota
Ohio
Oklahoma
Oregon
Pennsylvania
Rhode Island
South Carolina
South Dakota
Tennessee
Texas
Utah
Vermont
Virginia
Washington
West Virginia
Wisconsin
Wyoming
Washington D.C
I cant rememeber some of them.
current mood:  cranky
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3 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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8:50 pm - Yeseree its St Patricks day fools.
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HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY! Mmm. Patrick. Anyways, good EMOTIONAL day, which only lasted what? 20 minutes? Haha. I hate being on my *ahem ahem* oooh, really secretive there. But I do. I don't cry some people do o.O and eat 20 pounds of chocolate and complain that I feel bloated (Ooh shit I wonder WHY) I get really pissed and hit people. Not pissy, PISSED. Well I did sink into minor depression for uuuuh... like 10 minutes but snapped out of it wishing I could kill-- *shifty eyes* MR PARKER! I hate that git, but I shall explain it later. But yeah! I woke up 3 in the morning because it was so painful.And yes, I felt like I needed to overshare =D haha woo o.O
Anyways, I went to school today wearing complete green. I felt cool, especially when half the people forgot it was st patricks day (bastards...) so yeah. I went to... 1st period which is TA so I worked for about 10 minutes then left to take this drivers test I didn't take because I was busy finishing something up. Ms Weatherbys class is so fucking loud for mornings. It was louder in there than it was 5th period last year, and... thats saying A LOT. So I couldn't concentrate and got an 81% I was pissed, because this one stupid kid kept asking, "Can I kiss you? Can I kiss you?" so I told him "Blow me first" and I didn't read the questions very well. Excuses, whatever. But at least I passed o.O!
2nd period, Parker hates me so much. Even Guin made a comment about it... I just switched ONE seat over and he fucking throws a hissyfit. Okay, maybe not that bad he sure did yell over a small little thing. Yeah... He's been doing that a lot, and doing those comments about how I should have been listening, when I was... and stupid shit like that. Plus, I heard he talks shit about me in his other classes, at least Ben told me that. He says Im a scary goth kid who always mopes around... For one... I only wear black shirts and a sweatshirt. Holy shit, so goth there. And two, I don't mope around. I'm quiet because I don't really talk to anyone in that class. I want to beat that fucking teacher.
Uhmmmmm... after school I hung out with bob and jake... and alex...which those two scare me sometimes. Then bob and alex left and I went with Jake to his house and we ate pizza and watched like a minute of donnie darko... Jared and Chase came by... 30 minutes there... and then I went with chase.
YAY!
This is going to be a dull week. I need to start looking for a job. Ehh, give me another 2 months =P
...gook.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Metaphor // In Flames
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Give me a Moment
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| Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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6:07 pm - Spooky o,o
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Okay so we drove on the freeway today, and guess what? I'm a SCARY DRIVER. Haha even Knodel wrote that down, "Scary on freeways" because I speed. Hehe. We have to go 60, here I am going 85. I can't control myself o.O And he tells me to look at my speed so I do and then I start drifting. Yeah, I just find it amusing that I'm a scary driver... D'oh. ^__^
Letsee... Rodland came into our class today to talk about... NEXT YEAR! And today I realized how I'm never going to get anywhere in life... But I still have the POTENTIAL! Ahh, fuck it.
What else, what else...
I still haven't finished off my v-day candy o.O
:slurp:
current mood:  complacent
current music: Pushit // Tool
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Give me a Moment
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| Monday, March 14th, 2005
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7:51 pm - GUESS WHAT!
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3 more days until my favorite holiday in the whole entire world ^__^
Irish pride man.
current mood:  drained
current music: Show me how to live // Audioslave
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2 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Sunday, March 13th, 2005
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10:06 am - *farts*
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You know, when someone says they're going to call back, you'd expect them to call back that day especially when they're the ones who invited you to go do something? Yeah. Kinda pissed me off. Doesn't matter, I hated basically all the people that went anyway...
Cable and I are sitting here at her house... We talked and watched a girly movie- THE NOTEBOOK!!! Yea it sucked, but I had a good laugh... "What are you thinking about?" yeah that made me laugh. To bad life doesn't go that perfectly. You find this "hot" guy, fall madly in love, then you leave him, find another "hot" guy which isn't then go and find the other 'hot' guy and he has this big ass house, you guys have PERFECT sex and then you go back the other 'hot' guy doesn't beat the shit out of you for having better sex than he's ever had and yadda yadda yadda. The other guy looked like a monkey... har har har.
UHMMMMMMM yes. We are going to get donuts and pizza. Amanda ate a lot yesterday... I mean she just kept eating and eating, it was funny. When you thought that she was done, she just went back for more. Tsk tsk. Kudos to her though.
Yeah I'm confused on what my plans are for today but--- PIZZAAAAAA
TINA YOU FAT LARD COME GET SOME HAM!
Dude I want steak.
current mood:  drunk
current music: Cable sniffing... and me.
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3 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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5:33 pm - Woo.
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God damnit.
Why can't anything go right... JUST FOR ONE FUCKING DAY?
Meh. I give up. Why bother trying when I'm just going to fail at it anyway. I TRIED but I guess thats not good enough aye?
I don't think I'm going to make it much longer.
current mood:  depressed
current music: Crawl Away // Tool
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Give me a Moment
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| Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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1:22 pm - gaa.
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I just punched the wall out of frustration. My finger popped out of place... so I had to pop it back in place. Yeah that hurt and was A LITTLE uncomfortable. So Im typing with one hand, this is weird. I need to write and essay too :sighs:
Uhhh I was suppose to hang out with the 3 idiots today, but they couldnt find my house- haha.
I found my static-x cd. Yay?
My finger is kinda turning purple. I laugh.
My fucking pantera cd is so scratched up... that sucks... This isn't a good week anymore. And I SHOULD HAVE SEEN THEM IN CONCERT BUT NOOOO
current mood:  stressed
current music: Shadow Zone // Static-X
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2 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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7:56 am - ....yikes
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Yeah Im at the library at school! IM COOL!!!! Yeah I just left 1st period because I didnt want to ta today or something so Im crashing here with my dearest Allison. Sigh. School sucks and dylan gave me a ride to school today. Its awesome. Im going to beg for rides from him more often... He gets me there in like 6 minutes. Woobas. Anyways. Uhhhh. So far... Justin told me to take him to chase. So I did. He dragged me to the parking lot and then when we got there I left him. Har har har. Allison had ravioli for breakfast, she liked it. That actually sounds really good right now. You know what else sounds good? Spaggetti-os. I dont know why, but I had this sudden craving-thingie. Oh, Bob gave me my cds. I'm happy. So now I have tool, soundgarden and temple of the dog. Sweeeeeeet.
Anyways. Im really hungry. Very hungry. But I have no money.
Damn the world.
current mood:  hungry
current music: Woobas.
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4 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Monday, March 7th, 2005
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6:36 pm - Much better.
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Ehh. I got into my Danie mood. So... I took my dads truck and drove around my house, stopped by somewhere, sat ontop of the truck and just sat there. Yeah. When I'm stressed I tend to get twitchy while driving (Heh...) so I drove home and me and my dad drove to Snohomish to see that truck I told him about. He's interested, except I pointed out it's been in an accident (The door was sticking out a bit) and he noticed it was rusting a bit but still. Its still on his mind, we're probably going to take a look at it again tomarrow. *shrugs*
Uhm. Yeah. Gar.
current mood:  tired
current music: Sober // Tool
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| Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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3:00 pm - *gasp*
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I found it! http://cgi.ebay.com/ebaymotors/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&rd=1&item=4532123844&category=6443 Yeah, my dad REALLY likes it ^__^ except for the fact it needs a new paintjob but I said that I'll pay for it once I get a job. He said okay, until we saw it's in fucking arizona. I'm pissed. HE SAID IT'S OKAY THEN IT'S OVER 2000 MILES AWAY? ...I'm mad... But he said if I found one around here we'll buy it... ^__^ yay.
Eh, but I don't like the fact it gets bad gas mileage... Oh well its worth it ^__^
*dances* HE SAID YES!
*cackles*
I just need to practice x__X I suck at stickshifts-- But if amys mom hasnt sold that one car... They'll let me practice there ^__^
..o.O
current mood:  enthralled
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3 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
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9:47 pm - *twitch*
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I thought I wasn't going to get out of there without fucking PUNCHING SOMETHING OR SOMEONE!
Fucking christ. I'm just glad to be home...
Today I drove so fucking badly. I mean, they kept telling me, "Danie... you did fine..." but I can drive better than that! During the drive is when I started feeling really shitty, and I tensed up and got sad/pissed so I kept forgetting to pay attention. I started to speed, then slowly fell to... like... nothing, then speeded and then yeah. Then my turns were HORRIBLE even though he called a few of them 'beautiful'... it's just my arm was so tense it got sore. Then at the end I started feeling dazed, tired, and just "I want to go home" so I slacked off on everything. I just felt like shit... Plus, Knodel is like the one who drives. In the middle of my turns, I'm doing it PERFECTLY he grabs the wheel and then it shocks you so you let go and then he yells at you. Oh, and on the curb parking thing, he just did it all, he didnt even notice I wasn't even touching the wheel... then he says, "LOOK FORWARD!" so I do, and then smacks my shoulder after a second of looking, "THATS NOT A GLANCE!!" ...It was a fucking glance, and I know how to fucking turn a BLOODY WHEEL!! Gaa. He pissed me off today, he wasn't talking to me, he was YELLING at me... and the others too.
Anyways, long day. I'm just glad its almost over... x__X
...need...bed...
current mood: stressed
current music: Vague // Orgy
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2 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005
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8:06 pm
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5:58 pm - ^__^
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I feel so much better after a shower... Thats what I needed.
Yeah, its funny today in 4th I was talking to Sabrina and Kevin, and then I was like, "Ehhh. I usually have nothing to do on the weekend anymore so to pass the time I play videogames... Fuck I need more friends." It really really sucks. Or I need a better hobby. Because I'm just wasting my life away... But... So... Lazy...
I'll start back up on my life... later. *shrugs*
*itccccccch*
Yesssssssss. I can get my dream car if I get a B average *dance*
...Then after I get it I'll have to get a job and pay for half eh...
But! I will get it! My dad doesn't think I'll find one thats not all torn apart... Well. I did a year ago but- yes. I WILL GET IT
Oh speaking of that...
Anyways. I'm off to play FF. Toodilly too.
current mood:  relaxed
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4 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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7:53 pm - Eh.
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Today I spent it alone, which made me feel kinda shitty about myself. So that I wouldnt go and do something stupid I asked my mom if she could drop me off in woodenville before she went to work. So she did... 6 hours of wandering woodenville alone. I walked at least 8 miles, and almost had to walk home.
But while I was there I guess I got some thoughts out... not very good ones at all. In fact. Nevermind.
Uhm... I traded in 2 of my games and got final fantasy x... It was cheap and I heard it was pretty good. We'll see, we'll see. It's kinda odd so far but, I shrug.
I was also going to go see a movie, but they wouldn't let me because I wasn't 17 yet. 3 MORE MONTHS BITCH!! 3 MORE MONTHS!! I wanted to see costatene (sp?) but yeah. I guess I'm just going to get a ride from my dad tomarrow night after I finish everything up and go see it.
Hm. Well I just talked to chase for an hour... He's not coming back now till monday-ish :( Aww. *5 seconds later* Okay Im over it ^__^ *shuffles around*
*itches head*
current mood:  thirsty
current music: Room 13 // Black Flag
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2 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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11:55 am - ...
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| Friday, February 25th, 2005
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8:33 pm - Anyways.
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Okay I switched around my classes yet again. Now I TA 1st period and I have to listen to shakespeare shit, and I should say it now... I hate shakespeare. So I sit there in class doodling random crap or finishing up homework in the corner. I feel like an idiot, but I guess thats what I am... Sigh. Can't wait until this semesters over.
Second period I learned something new ^__^ It made me laugh... Well when they dropped the 1st atomic bomb peoples eyes would just POP out. Haha I had this amusing image in my head. Yes, I'm a twisted fool, but... Its funny o.O Hehe. History is starting to amuse me...
3rd period Kelli and Jared are in my class now... Its a lot better. But I have so much shit to catch up on-- NOT COOL. Jared comes by and talks to me, he's cool. We talk about GT4 all period... and some random shit. Yuuuup. AND! He agrees with me on something!! I thought I was the only one thinking it- But I guess not ^__^ Eh, I'm not going to say anything here... Don't want to get my eyes ripped out by a certain someone...................
4th period... I'm annoyed. So I be annoying. Kevin gives me weird looks X) And... I cheat on my tests, HAR HAR HAR!! Well. I need to get a B this time o__O
Lunch has been really... dull.
5th period... me and Ben are the annoyances. Juhl always gives us dirty looks, or rolls his eyes... Eh *shrugs* I showed my poem to Juhl though. I told him I can't write stuff about love AT ALL. He says it shouldn't be that bad... and this is what he read:
Your cheese touched my noodle
It made me want to doodle
Rolling in the sauce
Lets do the tango
I love your pink flamingo
And your mold on the moss
Your eyebrows are bushy
Your spleen is quite squishy
You have a lovely poodle
and a cheesy noodle
Your hugs make me giggle
like elmo and the wiggles
I like the misfits and led zeppelin
You like dirtbikes and tin foil
GT4 came out
Lets play and eat some trout
The magicalness of your touch
makes me dance like Im on a sugar rish
I crave vanilla coke
so my hamster just choked
Feel my sticky wrath
and my foot is taking a nap
I want to smack you across the head
and put you to bed
Jared is laughing
Kevin is staring
I'm going to put them to sleep.
Sabrinas eye is brown
and my love for it frowns
So how to end this poem
I don't know
But remember one thing:
Irish drinking songs are fun to dance to
and so is my love for you
Goodbye my codfish
until we meet again
Good Morning
Good Bye
Good Night
Praise me.
You see, we have to write this LOVE POEM in 5th period-- CRAP!! So thats my love poem. Sabrina helped me with it. She wrote half of it. We're special.
But after him reading that, he just stared at it funny and said, "okay" I laughed.
Uhm........ I watched a Mindless self indulgence mv today... It was interesting.
Brrrffff.
You know your a cool kid when your last call was basically 5 days ago. Hehe. I love being so unpopular with my friends X)
AND ALLISON WAS SUPPOSE TO CALL ME! *AHEMMMMMMM*
Because its on motherfucker with that... COCAINE
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Smoke my crack I kill your baby.
Did you know wanker is a funny word? Yeah. It is.
Oh. This guy with blue hair knew me apparently. He was really stoned since his left eye was like... dead. "Hey its that one girl I know." "...Hey its that one guy I dont know o.O" But yeah. I wonder who he is... His name was pete and he was Marks friend--- ehhhhhhhhhh.
current mood:  bored
current music: Cocaine and Toupees // Mindless Self Indulgence
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2 Hybrid Moments| Give me a Moment
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| Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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8:55 pm - Oi...
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Fucking christ things are not working for me... at all.
Anyways, tomarrow is going to be hectic... So in other words: I'm going to be fucking pissed off all day so you better stay far far away from me.
I haven't lost my temper in a while. So it's going to be veeeeerrrrrry soon. Hell, I may just go on a killing rampage *rawr*
Life has really been beating me down lately...
This weekend... I don't know what Im going to do. Probably just some random shit. Sunday I want to go up to stevens pass since it will be the last weekend open apparently. Looks like it's not probably not happening because... I don't want to go anymore.
Anyways. This is a good song. Mmm. Irish music.
All to hell we must sail
For the Shores of sweet Barbados
Where the sugar cane grows taller
Than the god we once believed in
Till the butcher and his crown
Raped the land we used to sleep in
Now tommorow chimes of ghostly crimes
That haunt Tobacco Island
'Twas 1659 forgotten now for sure
They dragged us from our homeland
With the musket and their gun
Cromwell and his roundheads
Battered all we know
Shackled hopes of freedom
We're now but stolen goods
Darken the horizon
Blackened from the sun
This rotten cage of Bridgetown
Is where I now belong
Red leg down a peg
Blistered burns the soul
The floggings they're a plenty
But reasons there are none
Our backs belong to landlords
Where branded is there name
Paid for with ten shillings
Cheap labor never breaks
The silver moon is shinin'
Cools the copper blood
Where the livin' meet the dead
And together dance as one
Agony, will you cleanse this misery?
For it's never again i'll breathe
The air of home
From this sandy edge
The rolling sea breaks my revenge
With each whisper a thousand waves
I hear roar
I'm coming home
Dark is the horizon
Blackened by the sun
This rotten cage of Bridgetown
Is where I now belong
I like my new flogging molly cd. Nothing can make me happier than listening to Irish drinking songs... REMEMBER THAT BITCHES.
current mood:  apathetic
current music: Tobbacco Island // Flogging Molly
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| Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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7:47 pm - ...
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Well this day just keeps getting better and better.
HAHA- Fuck no.
Well, I might be expelled from school... Mmmhmm. It's all in Mrs Porters words- If I'm staying or not.
And she has had a fucking stick up her ass ever since she's known me. She always tried to make my life fucking HELL. And heres her last chance to get rid or me.
...Blow me.
Yeah, for some reason i think she is going to expell me. She looked at my records or something- not good. Soooooo. Yeah -__-... She called my dad and told him she doesnt know if shes going to throw me out of school or not...
Meh heh heh.
Well. I got the new Flogging Molly cd with my gift cirtificate...
AND GT4 IS ONLY 39.99!! WOO HOO!!! Must... get...
current mood:  scared
current music: Flogging Molly
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